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#19

I don't know when it started.

but I'm really tired and I hate it.

Imagine waking up everyday to start your day

by getting scold.

ending it the same way too.

I feel like running away from this house.

I never get treated properly to begin with.

no one respects me in this family.

I'm tired and I just want happiness.

maybe it's too much to ask for

song of the month ?

累了

照慣例努力清醒著

也照慣例想你了

好怕一放心睡了

心跳在夢中 不聽話的 就停止了

聽著 呼吸聲拉長拍動著

越美麗越讓我忐忑

我還能珍惜什麼

如果我連自己的脈搏 都難掌握

如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命

留下你錯愕哭泣

我冰冷身體 擁抱不了你

想到我讓深愛的你人海孤獨旅行

我會恨自己 如此狠心

如果我變成回憶 終於沒那麼幸運

沒機會白著頭髮

蹣跚牽著你 看晚霞落盡

漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊癒

若有人可以 讓他給你 我不怪你

快樂 什麼時候會結束呢

哪一刻是最後一刻

想把你緊緊抱著可知你是我生命中的 最捨不得

如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命

留下你錯愕哭泣

我冰冷身體 擁抱不了你

想到我讓深愛的你人海孤獨旅行

我會恨自己 如此狠心

如果我變成回憶 終於沒那麼幸運

沒機會白著頭髮

蹣跚牽著你 看晚霞落盡

漫長時光總有一天你會傷心痊癒

若有人可以 讓他陪你

如果我變成回憶 最怕我太不爭氣

頑固的賴在空氣 不整理心裡 每一寸縫隙

原來依然愛我的你痛苦 承受失去

這樣不公平 請你盡力 把我忘記

bye ! - cheehong

Life

HELLO PEEPS !

Currently thinking about a lot of stuffs.

with PMR around the corner and the kind of shit

results I got from trials.

Maybe it's time to study.

Yeaa, MAYBE it's time to study.

But I don't really feel like studying now.

still got 6 weeks till PMR ! I'm currently slacking around

watching cartoons and playing games !

and my current addiction ?

Plants VS Zombies :)

South Park ! :D

the simpsons :P

Family Guy ! :D

and this is the combination of the simpsons

and family guy ! ahaha .

These remaining months of the year are the only

time left that I get to spend it with my best friend.

haha. SAD ! but I'm going to appreciate it.

TILL NEXT TIME ! :D

cheehong say goodbye ! :)

;)

It's been a long time since I last cried.

all this time I had been keeping it inside.

So, no one would know. I hate getting my

friends to worry about me.

This afternoon suddenly cracked under the pressure.

My mother scolded me like crap, finally can't stand it

anymore, I'm already feeling very stressful and yet

she still had to scold me.

After crying for like 5 minutes I guess...

kinda broke down in my room. After crying

I kind of felt relieved because it was like

I'm letting everything out.

I can't remember when is the last time I cried.

Maybe it's because I've never cried in a long time.

even If I cried it may only be a few drops of tears.

Oh well, I guess I have to suck it up and move on.

That's life right ? Moving on and stop dwelling over

the past is what I'm trying to do now.

Sometimes I think I'm too stupid to live in this

complicated world, I can never get mad at someone

for over a day. I kept reminding myself I should be

angry at that someone but whenever I listen to

a few songs and watch a few movies, I forget about

everything. Besides, I trust others too easily,

I always trust other people's opinion without thinking it through.

Haha, maybe I'm too dumb to live in this complicated world.

BYE BYE PEEPS !

just a short update.

Song of the week : Break Even - The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break, no it don't
break, no it don't break even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no

Handball and malacca trip two in one ! :D

HELLO READERS OF THIS STUPID MEANINGLESS AND USELESS BLOG ! WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER WITH THE HELLO ? AS IF SOMEONE WOULD REPLY ME ! HAHA

anyway. back to the topic

this post is about my constant complain about being tired

and the super fun and crazy MALACCA TRIP

organized by : SLAD : skim lencana anti dadah ! also known as SLUT !

hahaaha that's what I like to call it as !

let's see where am I?

Oh yeah. As you can read handball was superbly tiring yet FUN!

Our class entered the quarter finals. It is an inter-class competition.

Although I can say we're quite lucky because the luck of the draw is with us.

We played with some average team. *breathe a sigh of relief

Well..

Even though its fun I don't think its worth staying back for

because of my mom's sudden mood swing I had to endure her nagging

everyday after I reached home. I know.. Mom can be annoying at times. haha

but I love my mom. I don't when I'm angry but that is because

the blood that rushed through my head when I'm angry. :)

TIME FOR?

MALACCA !

Haha had lots of fun at malacca.

one of my happiest day of the year.

not exaggerating ! It was EXTREMELY fun to go to another state

and hang out with your best friends !

It was like runaway from hell.

Don't need to listen to my mom's nagging and

an escape from all those homework !

I've not been feeling well these few weeks.

stupid world cup messed up my sleeping time.

Now I'm sleeping in class almost every day.

I feel like a living zombie. *sigh

Back to topic.

All of us gathered at foyer A block as early as 6.30 in the morning.

Usually that time of the saturday morning I'm still sleeping in my warm

cozy and comfortable bed but **** it ! This time I was determined.

Haha I slept at 5pm the day before the trip to make sure this time

I'll woke up in time.

HAH !

and my plan worked ! I woke up in time !

after we took the attendance all of us walked to esso because

there is where our bus were parked !

some of us went to 7 eleven to buy some snacks before

going on the two hours bus journey !

Amazingly it was the time on the bus that was where

all those good memories held.

We were dancing and singing and laughing.

We even fell down on the bus together. I was crushed !

as evidence I'll show you guys these photos

See the poor guy on ying chuan's left ! The one with a black sling bag

across his chest. Yeapp that's me. CRUSHED ! haha

jonker street ! The place where I was laughed

at for cutting down prices :D

Zoo Malacca ! :)

on the bus. hehe

the drug rehabilitation center ! I think so...

ARGHH ! DAMN LAZY ! not going to type anymore.

I'm suffering from lazyness ! It's a disease.

Song of the week : gives you hell - AAR

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place.
And you're still probably working
At a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
Did it ever get you far?
You never seem so tense, love
Never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are?

Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man thats worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where did it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on

Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
If you look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song and you sing along well you'll never tell
And you're the fool I've just as well I hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell

Second Post in an hour !

I know what you must be thinking.

Why make two post in an hour when you can combine

it both?

Well, the answer is simple because the mood is different.

This post is about the heartbreak of losing the futsal competition.

I'm shattered right now.

The result? 1-0 lost to Joga Bonito.

Well, they are good but I think we should've won.

Everything would be different if we avoided the 2-0 lost

to wakawak though.

Don't get me wrong I'm not angry with my teammates.

I'm just angry with myself for making those false promises,

For not helping them get into at least a semi-final slot as promised.

It's frustrating when you were feeling confident of winning and

suddenly one shot is fired and it sealed your lost.

I want to say sorry to

Tat Shing

Jer Shyan

Ying Chuan

Jia Yuen

and

AuYongJiaWei

for making you guys believe

in nothing

Turns out I'm just crap.

do not disturb, cheehong says goodbye.

OMG I'm so lazy.

Haha.

Lazy to update you guys about China already.

I'm going to let the pictures do the talking :)

waiting at some restaurant in KLIA. Flight had been delayed

for 4 hours.





My mom and I :)

Arrived at Guangzhou safely.

All my cousins. Well, not exactly all.

I'm like the shortest among all my cousins. Hey, what can I say

I'm from a family of tall peoples.

My sister and I


Found out in China that we are forbidden to step on the part between my legs. :P

It was raining but its my grandfather's house when he's 7

Texting HuiZhi Happy Birthday :D

My sister raping me.

Visiting our distant relatives

My cousin and I

They sell dog and cat meat openly in china !

My dad said that was day 3. hahahahah



Waiting for the Oyster. damn nice ! OYISHIII


Tired of waiting after 5 minutes. :D

Its a delicacy ! Super nice.

My dad manja manja

My cousin, CheeLeong and I was saying my sister loves to take photos of Lengzai. haha

They are saying goodbye to you :P

Lazy to explain everything more photos will be out when my lazy

sister decides to upload them. till next time. Cheers~

cheehong says goodbye world :S