Emo feeling?!

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EMO EMO EMO

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO




Yeap damn emo.
Want to share my pain?

Hahaa. Sorry Private and confidential.


-.-




Sejarah Project-ing. 12.40am now.
Want to sleep but I don't have the rights to sleep.
Because I'm a LAZY bump.
that's rite

L-A-Z-Y




Haiz. Listening to I-pod while doing
that project. Damn my sister for putting
all those emo songs in the I-pod.


*sigh sigh



Hate this feeling.
You know?

The "you're alone in the middle of the night doing your homework while listening to one emo song after another, tired exhausted and crappy feeling"



Nevermind here's the song of the week

-

jumper - Third Eye Blind

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand

The angry boy, a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong

You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know something's wrong

Well, everyone I know has got a reason
To say put the past away

Wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand

And well, he's on the table
And he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What they are doing here

And your friends have left you
You've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And I, I want you to know

Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today we can put the past away

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in and if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand, I would understand

I would understand
I would understand
Understand

Can you put the past away?
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
I would understand

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
I would understand
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
And I would understand

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
I would understand
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
And I would understand

YEAP BUDDY.

DON'T JUMP! =)

cheehong says goodbye in the most emo way possible.

Some music.

So here's the story.
I'm going to put out a few songs that
I like here and the whole point of making this
post is actually to put out this malay song that
the people in my training listen to.

Aku Tak Percaya Cinta - liyana Jasmay


Hey hey hey hey
Aku tak percaya cinta
Aku tak percaya cinta
Aku tak percaya C I N T A

Namaku tak perlu disebutkan
Dari suara pasti kau kenalku
Rupaku tak payah dibayangkan
Memang kau tak rugi bertemuku

Ku selalu lihat dari jauh
Ku tahu kaupun rasa sesuatu
Bila kau perlu diriku tiada
Biar menjadi misteri hidupmu

Aku tak pernah fikirkan cinta
Sekadar mengusik kamu
Biarlah cinta yang datang padaku
Aku tak percaya

Aku tahu kau ingin bercinta
Janganlah cepat jatuh cinta
Berkawan dahulu baru ceritanya sempurna

Hey hey hey hey
Hey hey hey hey
Hey hey hey hey
Hey hey hey hey.. aaa

Memang benar kau jadi rebutan
Ramai gadis yang terpikat denganmu
Tapi aku beza dari semua
Bukan aku menjual mahal

Kerana ku cukup semua
Hanya tiada hmmm teman lelaki
Sekadar sekadar cuci mata
Melihat lelaki seperti kamu

(*)
Aku tak pernah fikirkan cinta
Sekadar mengusik kamu
Biarlah cinta yang datang padaku
Aku tak percaya

Aku tahu kau ingin bercinta
Janganlah cepat jatuh cinta
Berkawan dahulu baru ceritanya sempurna.. oooo

(Ulang 2x)
Hey hey hey hey
Aku tak percaya cinta
Aku tak percaya cinta
Aku tak percaya C I N T A

Baru semalam aku bermimpi bertemu kamu
Peliknya rasa lantas kutersedar
Aku tak percaya

Only one - Yellow Card

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Boston - Augustana

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly him out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.

Pictures of you - The Last Goodnight

This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a newborn child,
Before he starts to crawl
This is the war that's never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone,
Praying for her son

[Chorus]
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab,
Just waiting for the call
This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside
I'm high up and dry

[Chorus]

Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me

We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing

[Chorus]

[Chorus Repeat]

為我哭一次好不好- Lee Hom

多麼希望你就在身邊
每當流星匆匆出現
靜靜為你許下的心願
若能實現我無悔無怨

也許錯過的總是最甜
身邊的一 切容易忽略
我的努力你若不能瞭解
又怎能說我太小心眼

以後這許多年
你不再為誰掉過淚
是堅強的眼淚比較 珍貴
還是再也沒人能讓你心碎

為我哭一次好不好
才能證明自己曾經很重要
為我哭一次好不好
放下你的驕傲

Tired. Exhausted . Lonely

Just back from MSSS Training.
My backache like hell. =(
I think i have sunburn.
The sun was scorching today.


ADUHAI SANGAT SAKIT.
Said that in malay. mixed with them for two days
they are actually quite friendly. So I'll
try to be

less

racist. xD




MSSS Training = Hell on earth.
exaggerating it by a lot. =)


But It's really a pain in the butt actually.
Have to reach there at 8am.
Then wear shoes warm up.
do some drills. then Skill exercise
then Played a game. Then rest at
12.30pm.




-.-





8.00am to 12.30 pm
We had an hour of rest time.
Training starts back at 1.30pm



We eat at 12.30 then they will go sembahyang
While I sit there staring at the Blue sky doing nothing.
Oh. I learned to Lie down and sleep on muddy and
wet grass surface under a hot sun.


Pro lerh! xD




Anyway. We continued training at
1.30pm Train Train Train Train
untill 4.00 something then play another
game. Haiz damn tiring.




Listening to malay people speak is hard.
Because they talk like damn freaking fast. -.-
I understand like half of the things they
said only.


Bottomline is Training for MSSS is
intense and tiring. It wears off
the human body.



ONE MORE THING!


I TURNED INTO AN INDIAN.
Same as Tat Shing.
*HIGH5 BROTHER~*




song of the week is the song I listen when I'm going home. =)
Going home is the best part of the schedule. xD

I'm staring out into the night, trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

Well, I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home, well I'm going home

The miles are getting longer, it seems, the closer I get to you
I've not always been the best man or friend for you
But your love it makes true and I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try

So I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old

Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all and then some you don't want
Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all, yeah

Oh, well I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
I said these places and these faces are getting old

So I'm going home, I'm going home =D

Two more days without school =(

Last week I didn't go to school for 4 days

Jealous? Well don't be. because not going school

is actually quite sad for me =(

Homework that stacks up like a mountain

Not seeing my friends and the tiredness of playing

football for a few days in a row

are nothing to be jealous of.

Well I didn't tell you guys

about the MSSS selection rite?

Or did I?

Never mind because I'm going

to tell you about it now. =)

Last wednesday was MSSS selection

I went to the selection with Kah Hoe, Kah Soon,

Wei Jie and Nicholas. Turns out I didn't made it through

because I hurt my ankle during the selection

some guy kicked me on my already

injured right ankle twice.

OUCH!

I was quite depressed actually

because I was very determine to make the team

and the embarrassment of explaining my failure to

enter the team got me more

depressed. =(

After moaning about my failure

for a few days. Mr.Manap suddenly called me up

I answered the phone and Mr.Manap

told me some coach or something called

Mr.Ismail wanted to see me in the

Training/selection on Wednesday and Thursday.

=D

So that's the reason why I'm

not coming on Wednesday and Thursday.

It was a bittersweet moment for me actually

Haha. Skipping school for another two days.

ZONG XUAN BABE!

don't miss me.

YING CHUAN DARLING!

don't sing emo songs without me.

WANLI DOG SISTER!

don't miss me too much.

JER SHYAN BABI BROTHER!

don't eat too much during recess

JIA YUEN AND NICHOLAS!

don't forget to train harder for saringan.

JIAN JACK PRETTY BOY!

don't get caught without me.

THIS COULD GO ON FOREVER BUT I'LL STOP HERE! =)

You want a song again!?

Wow you're greedy but I'm kind =)

Here's your song.

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight =)

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight =)

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus
And how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad
Sometimes not having you here
I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight =)

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight... =)

Cheehong says goodbye to you. =)

New Blog.

Yea. This is my new blog.

I decided to make the old one private.

Changed to this blog instead because the old one has a lot of crap.

I think I'll just make this blog into some kind of diary or a place

I write my feelings. -.-

Don't know if I'll be updating it frequently.

This few weeks were, hmmmmm Very complicated.

Many things happened during this period of time.

Currently in a very relax mood Haha. I found out that

my Friends are really awesome! I would go

crazy if I don't have them in my life.

I'm Feeling Really tired right now. I don't know if i can go on with

this life. It's really very tiring, constantly thinking about a thing

can make someone go crazxzy you know?

=) Life is like a riddle, solve it and everything's fine.

But sometimes when you get the it wrong,

you'll sit there and regret it.

Actually what i wrote there just now was crap. read it and ignore it. xD

Sometimes knowing too much is bad.

FAN FAN FAN NA LAI FAN

From: Kah Hoe. I think.

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Wait

Don't go first xD

I haven't tell you the story about My crazy football week.

I went MSSD U-18 football for three days. You know rite?

You mean You DON'T KNOW?! Okay I'll tell you about it now.

Our Chs Football team went to the quarter finals. YO

Tell me you're proud of us. Because I'm proud. *winkwink

We played for two days at Sungai Buloh. We gathered at

Esso at about 7am and depart for RRI Sungai Buloh.

Actually we didn't expect to make it through the group

stage because we lost badly in a few friendly matches

before the MSSD even begin. The results were satisfying

actually 3win 1 loss? I'm happy. I scored two goals and

assist one. We lost in quarter finals after extra time.

Sad rite? we were aiming for Semi-Final but nevermind

there's always next year. haha.

Oh. you want a song from me?

No problem. =)

一路向北 - 周杰倫

後视镜里的世界 越来越远的道别
你转身向背 侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追 竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊 是我错失的机会
你站的方位 跟我中间隔著泪
街景一直在後退 你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
你说你好累 已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹 过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧 我伤你几回

後视镜里的世界 越来越远的道别
你转身向背 侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追 竟听见你的泪

在车窗外面排徊 是我错失的机会
你站的方位 跟我中间隔著泪
街景一直在後退 你的崩溃在窗外零碎

我一路向北 离开有你的季节
你说你好累 已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹 过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧 我伤你几回

我一路向北 离开有你的季节
方向盘周围 回转著我的後悔
我加速超越 却甩不掉紧紧跟随的伤悲
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
停止狼狈 就让错纯粹

Cheehong says goodbye and goodday to you.